It's a new day, It's a new life for me... and I am feeling good! :)
     Last night I couldn't sleep, had so empty feeling in me. I was thinking, what do I have, what do I want and what I can get! There is not much I have, but there is not much I want either. It's not about money, party life, sex, house, car, job, alcohol or friends. Something more important and needed is missing..... Something what seems to be lost forever. Died... it died. And this is it! Rest in Peace.
     As I said, it's a new day! The past and history is buried deep in my roots. Now time to open new white blank page and write a new story! But remember, you are doing that only for yourself! At the end only book will stay anyways, and who would care about old book? But if you will fulfill this book with adventures, interesting stories, drama, action, it can become as one of the bestsellers! Everything is up to you! Remember, you are on your own! Good luck!

    Today 12/02/2012 bad news shaked the world, well known artist has passed away. American soul singer and actress Whitney Houston, one of the most decorated female artists of all time, has died aged 48. The singer was in Beverly Hills for the Grammy Awards which take place on Sunday night. She died hours before she was expected to perform at record producer Clive Davis's annual pre-Grammy party on Saturday, which is held at the Beverly Hilton. That's so bad news before such an amazing event. R.I.P. dear soul! We will always love You!
    What was Whitney to me? She was beautiful lady with amazing voice. This voice blowed me away every time I listened hers songs. Hers songs reminded me one my friend from Cyprus, she is originally from Bulgaria, so lovely person. I remember her always when I listen Whitney songs because she sings them at karaoke, always when I visited her in office she was listening Whitneys songs. Hehh. Lovely memories though.
     To be honest Whitneys songs made me cry not only one time... Strong lyrics, strong voice strong energy! Thanks for all that she gave to world. Goodbye. :)

     Today I had staff meeting @ my new job place! My manager just invited me to meet all staff and get them know a bit. So I went and at the same time them had a training about Oral Health Care, so I got involved and got my first certificate! Yeaahha! I know, it's almost nothing, but at least something! lol
     Well, my all colleagues are fun and good people! I am glad that I am in! Can't wait to start to work!!! Now I have just to wait for my CRB and then I can start. Yesterday I took it to office plus I went to bank and sort out everything I needed! Now just need to wait! :p

Well well well! I feel sooo good! Had my first day at work again after so long time being jobless... It's not really my dream job, but I may start to like it! Recently I start to like so many new things, dunno what's wrong with me! Anyways, today I started to work at care home as domestic/caretaker, I am responsible for rooms and basically have to keep house clean and tidy. Care home is for elderly people with mental problems, this will be huge experience! Besides later on, if I fancy, I can become a nurse or person who take care of those people. Dunno professional language. Well, it's possible to earn many kind of certificates, like example NVQ untill 2nd level. Job is just part-time though, but I will try to find one more to work in evenings. Now I am working monday-friday from 9:00 am - 2:00 pm! Only 5 hours, so have much more time left, and I could fill it with other job. :) It's so nice to feel useful again and nice to know that somebody appreciates my job! :) 

Today at 00:00 (UK time) I am going to delete my Facebook profile! Saying enough to all this drama, gossips and bull***! Kinda braking my connection with my friends all around world, but if they are my friends, they know how to find me! Most probably most of people will not even realize that I am not there anymore! lol Anyways, I want to see how long time I will survive without facebook! It's really strong addictiveness, need to cure myself! So if you need anything from me, ask me here or send info to my e-mail! wish me good luck! :D

As I sent e-mail to this kiosk company about offer what gives you free water, I received reply:

    "Dear Andris,

Thank you for your e-mail regarding your recent visit to our Sheffield "......" Store.

I am extremely sorry for the confusion caused by this incident. To clarify, the "...... newspaper" are currently running a promotion whereby the purchase of their newspaper entitles the customer to a free bottle of water of certain varied but limited lines. It would appear that the cashier was attempting to proactively enable you to save some money by selecting a copy of the "newspaper" and charging for this item whilst providing the water selected free of charge.


However, this should not have been done automatically and an explanation of the promotion should have been given to you with the option to participate or not and I am extremely sorry that this was not the case.

I do hope that this information helps to clarify the incident and if I can be of any assistance to you in the future, please let me know.

Kind Regards
"....................."

This was e-mail I received, but it didn't satisfy me at all. I sent them back e-mail with few ideas to change this promotion. Like cooperating with UNICEF or any other charity organization and send this water to Africa or where else this water is in need. Sent some new project ideas, suggestions and my opinions! For this e-mail I haven't received any response! Sent it twice with asking for answer. No reaction...
P.s. I haven't published companies names, because as I heard here in England there is not such a big freedom of speech! Don't want to get in trouble yet... If you have any idea, want to participate, to do something for about this, please sent me e-mail, or just leave to comment below! Thanks for support! Andris.

_     Yesterday (13/1/2012) I had kinda weird situation. I took my friends daughter to Sheffields train station, and there was well known UK kiosk, where I went to buy bottle of water. Price of water was 1,69£ and when I was going to pay for it, cashier gave me extra local  newspaper and asked from me 1,20£! Which means, I paid only for newspaper and I got 0,5l bottle of water for free! What is this special offer? At the moment I did not have any objections, but then I started to think... Water for free in UK? Doesn't it sound wrong?
I mean, if it would be free water in Africa, it would sound just normal and even brilliant!
    In Africa there are thousands of people who never drunk clean, drinking water, there are thousands of thirsty people and childs between them. Water is very important for every live creature, doesn't matters animal, plant or human! But only people need clean drinking water. And not only in Africa there are clean water problems. Africa is most urgent place in the world where needs a lot of help. Just type in Google: "Water shortage in africa" and you will learn more than you expected. For more strong people I suggest to type the same and push Google Images. Be ready for horror! :(
    So, this "special offer" made me think to write a letter to this kiosk company and learn more about this offer and aims of it! I guess not only me bothers this offer, so have to do something about it! And as letter will be finished and sent, I will be waiting answer with good explanation. Will update it here on my blog.
    My version of this "special offer" would be: Buy a Newspaper and You automatically donate one 0,5l watter bottle for Africa! Doesn't it sounds better? Only thing is to change slogan! Any Ideas?

It's around 6 o'clock in the morning, we are leaving from club after awesome New Years party. We are heavily drunk. Getting inside taxi and going home. I reached home, but my friends continues the way to their home, which is in other town.. I got into house and went straight way to bed. New year is done for me! My friends were on the way to their home, when they reached it, my friend forgot hers bag in the taxi. In the bag - mine, hers, and hers boyfriends passports, hers credit cards, phone, and all most important things. Sh**!!! What to do now? How to get our things? Are they lost forever? Shock and fear. There suddenly boyfriends phone rings and it is call from girls phone, which is in taxi. It's taxi driver!  He dialled the last called number, and thanks God it was boyfriends number! He offers to come back and give it to them, if they agree pay for taxi or wait till next days morning and pick it up in Sheffields town center. As the place they were is long and far distance away from Sheffield, and it is 1st january, hey agreed with picking up the bag in the town centre at the next day. In a while they decided to call him again to confirm meeting place and time, but girls phone is off.... Did taxi driver changed his mind? Suspicious move what make us think about losing everything again. I am already getting information about closest embassy in the case we need to make new passports, girl called to banks and blocked hers bank cards and internet bank. Waiting. trying to reach girls phone number, but it is still offline. In couple of hours they receive call from girls number again! Taxi driver is on the way to give them back hers bag. He reaches their town and place, and gives back everything whats in! Taxi driver receives some reward for being such a human! Thanks so much to this kind of people. It's made me think, that still there is good people in the world! We were lucky! :)

    One more interesting and positive story about UK taxi drivers. Once my friend ordered taxi and it came 45 min later that it should be. Then on the way taxi driver decided to take petrol, which makes this situation worse. My friend gets more mad. But when he gets back in the car he gives chocolate to my friend and apologizes about all situations. Isn't it sweet!? :) After on the way they were singing christmas songs together! :) The happy end!

P.s. If you do have any nice taxi stories, please share with us! ;)

_50 things what will make your sex life more exciting an joyable! :)

1. Kiss like you did before you had ever done anything else.
2. Breathe together, holding and hugging each other while you do it. 
3. Eat seductively. Really pay attention to how you lick ice cream or chew meat off a bone.  
4. See how long you can stay turned on without taking any of your clothes off.
5. Dry hump with your clothes, or at least your underwear, on.
6. Rub your hair all over his body.
7. For at least one minute, both of you stare into each other's eyes.
8. Set up email accounts using aliases. Then send dirty emails and pictures to that account. 
9. Play a game of striptease.
10. Collaborate on a piece of erotic writing or storytelling. You write/recite a paragraph, then your partner does the same. Go back and forth until you finish the story. 
11. Buy a pair of nitrile gloves and give your partner a gloved hand job. (Trust me, it feels different.)
12. Wear a mask.
13. Wear a wig.
14. Try a new condom, heck, try the female condom.
15. Use a string of pearls (plastic beads will do just fine), and masturbate his penis.
16. Masturbate him with a banana peel. Try warming it in the microwave for five seconds for warmer, happier times.
17. Use lube. Lots of lube. 
18. Use silicone lube and get it on in the shower.
19. Be blindfolded or do the blindfolding.
20. Find three things in the kitchen (like a spatula, wooden spoon, honey) that you can play with sensually.
21. Fingerpaint each other's breasts.
22. Rock around the clit. With your finger, go clockwise from 12 on back, and counterclockwise. See what time feels best.
23. Rent a porn and reenact a scene.
24. Masturbate for each other. Cheer, hoot, and holler for your lover.
25. Read each other an erotic story from a sexy book.
26. Play a board game but change the rules to make them sexy.
27. Try a board game designed to inspire monogamy.
28. Have sex in your car, even if it's parked in the garage.
29. Squeeze your pelvic floor muscles around something or someone. 
30. Figure out a new sex position using pillows.
31. Turn on an electric toothbrush ... use them on his, or her, nipples.
32. Use any vibrator ... on him, in the area known as the perineum, between the bum and the balls.
33. Have a sexy chat, either by video or text, and yes, even if you live together, do it from separate rooms. 
34. Have a contest to see who can come first, or who can hold out longest.
35. Pick out your partner's outfit and dress them up before you dress them down.
36. Buy a wireless vibrator and go out dancing, and let your husband or boyfriend control the remote. 
37. Have sex first thing in the morning.
38. See how high you can bring your sex energy through breathing.
39. Get kinky -- try light spanking or flogging.
40. Try a vibrator built for two. 
41. Make love outdoors.
42. Go on a date to a cheap hotel room.
43. Pay your partner for sex.
44. Give, or get, a lap dance.
45. Slow dance like it's the first time, but not that first awkward time. Unless, of course, awkward turns you on. 
46. Write down some fantasies and put them in a hat. Then pick out a fantasy and act it out. Include a list of props in your fantasy.
47. Give each other head rubs.
48. Massage each other using a soy-based hot wax candle.
49. Leave the lights on. Get naughty. If you feel extra frisky, leave the blinds open too.
50. Make a meal out of aphrodisiac foods. Feed it to each other, or eat the food off one another.

Enjoy! ;)

    It's wonderful Christmas time, it's time to forgive and love. Be with people we love and adore. Family time and time for miracles. Remember how we use to sit with family at huge or even small dinner table and enjoy delicious Christmas food. To chat and laugh, drink hot wine and be all together? In my nation we stood next to Christmas tree and we had to tell poem and then we got present, if there was more presents, you should know more poems! House smells like ginger bread and mandarins, people are happy and relaxed. Singing Christmas songs and cheering, lighting candles and giving presents. Parents use to tell us stories about North pole and Santa. We were kids and we were pure and we believed everything. And It was long time ago...
    What is now? I am in England, my mom in Cyprus, father & sister in Latvia. All my people I love are all around world! Latvia, Cyprus, England, Norway, Scotland and not only... But You know, I am with wonderful people, in warm cozy house and Christmas spirit is here! People are used to want more and more, but to be honest we need so less to be happy! Isn't it? 
    Will Christmas always be the same? Nowadays Christmas is only crazy shopping time and showing off with your house decorations! Giving simple empty Christmas cards. No feelings, no emotions! Christmas is literally declared as shopping festival! Presents! Presents! Presents! Alright, I got it! But where is the family time? Forgiving? Listening? Singing!? Cheering? Family time? Actually Christmas is an annual commemoration of the birth of Jesus Christ, but I do not want to involve here religions. Not time for religion fight. With every upcoming year Christmas spirit gets ruined. People, open Your heart and soul & mind!
    Let's just join all together in peace and joy! Even if you do not celebrate Christmas, I wish You peacefull, bright, and lovely time with Your friends and family! It's time for miracles! Believe and they will follow you all your life! And give some small present to your neighbor, people on the street, just a simple gift as smile! Sometimes it's more worth than anything! Love & Light. :)
Your Andrushka.