This would explain me and my attitude sometimes:

When VIRGO's are pushed way out of their comfort zone they tend to feel unlike themselves and do things they usually wouldn't do...




Man is been silent, but everything is known. Heart was still beating only because it is used to beat.This is it! Man was looking, but his eyes were blind. His smile was freezed, stuck in one position. Man was tasting, but not life anymore. Picant emotions were screaming for breathe. Man touched, but didn't feel. Touch was vanishing, but memories staying. Man knew. With closed eyes he looked into the past. Past what was dead.
 I am so damn tired! Haven't feel so tired looong time! But this time it is nicely tired feeling! It's so enjoyable tiredness! Feel good that I have done so many things today! :) I am not used to work yet, so after 5 hours work I am tired. My legs hurts like crazy! Now just my bed and lap top, and studies! Not moving at all! lol My mood: relaxed and happy.
 Today I received a list of trainings what I will have to do! I will have two weeks to take these trainings:
  1. Self Directed Support
  2. Personal Care
  3. Dementia Awareness (Adult Care Induction)
  4. HABC (Food Gygiene) 
  5. Promote Effective Communication
  6. Moving & handling
  7. Safeguarding Adults
  8. Emergency firt Aid
  9. Health, Safety & Fire
  10. Worker safety
  11. Working in Social Care
All these trainings I will have to take from 15/4/12 - 30/4/12. Won't attend job though, but these trainings are like 7 hours each day. Good thing is, I am going to get paid for them! New experience, knowledge, sertificates! :)

Oh, loved this guy's voice and way he sings, so just wanted to share! Enjoy! ;) x
Had a quite rough day! As it turned out, I have so many duties in my position! I was a bit shocked! But, there is some things which are in my duty list, but since I haven't got training yet, I can't do them, actually I am not allowed to do those things! My manager signed me for some training in april, will have to go to some college for training, for like 10 days. Dunno really what really was it. lol Didn't know that in England those laws and rules are so strict! Like for example: Today at work, in one toilet lamp was burned out, and I said I will change it, as I am responsible for maintaining of the building. But manager and all the rest of the staff did not allow me to do that. I did not have necessary training for this situation, so I am not allowed to do that. Well, from one hand it is right and good, but from the other hand, I felt so stupid and useless... Training to change a light bulb?
 Anyways, today I made some step to front with my studies. Finished first session of first unit! Still many to go! Didn't thought that diversity and equality can be so complicated. But it doesn't really matters, I am so interested as never. Today also I received my national library card and already ordered some book for my diversity studies. In local library this book was not available, so I had chance to order it from central library! Will use this library for studies and also entertainment! Can use free internet there! Yeahha!! lol
 Also today after job I went straight way to the town. Had a meeting with my friend at 3pm in the town, but as I got there, as it came 3pm, I received message that she is still busy at work and meeting is canceled. Well, fair enough! We had this meeting, cause I wanted to go to City Council and learn about some benefits and about opportunities to rent a house or apartment in Sheffield. The thing is, I wanted hers help, because I didn't really know where the hell is City Council. I turned on my gps in my head and started to move to the right direction. In few minutes I was there, found a place within 5 minutes. Love my gps! Ha ha, I have checked out that building in google before, so as I have good visual memory, I found it very easy!
This basically was my day! Work - Town - Home - Studies and now some chill! Now I am listening Lara Fabian and drinking tea in English style (tea with milk). Mood quite calm and good! Body feels exhausted, I am not used to work, so first couple weeks will be hard while my body will get used to. I think I will go to sleep, cause last night couldn't really sleep. Had a terrible toothache! Need proffesional dentist help asap, but who the hell knows when I will can afford that! Have to be patient and work it out with pain killers... Well, anyways! Have a good night my friends! :) x
Andris Andrushka Andza Cirulis. 
   I have some problems with living now. Which I mean, I need to find new place to live! So, I am screaming out for some help!
I am looking for some room to rent in Sheffield, would be nice in S7 or S8 areas, or close to them! My job is at Nether Edge area, so I want to find a place close to that area, as I don't have my own transport and can't really afford to travel a lot with public transport either. So, if you can help me in any way, please contact me: [email protected] or find any other of ways to contact me here: Contacts!
Thanks for understanding! :)
 Today I had such a successful day! Finally I started to work in the care home! Could not start to work while my CRB was not sorted out. I received it on saturday morning, that means that from monday (today) I can officially start to work. My first day passed easy and cool! I did everthing I should do in the time, even one hour earlier, so I did bit more than I should. So had a time for a chat with my new colleagues. Feeling just great to be useful and appreciated again. It is so nice to work after 6 months being jobless. Unbelievable feeling!
 Plus, today I started my Equality and Diversity studies! Couple of weeks ago I applied for this course and last monday I received a call, that I am in! So, today I received my enrolment pack! I can start my studies. At the end (around end of the May) I will receive NCFE Level 2 certificate "Equality and Diversity"!
 Big day for me! I am happy! :)
 Thanks to everyone who did support me in any way! :)
 Love You all!
I think this is one of the most touching and most amazing video and song ever! :) Love hers voice and she is so beautiful! :)
Learn before you do, think before you say, understand before you judge, and feel before you hurt!
World is changing so fast! Check the difference between 20th century and 2011!
Smile is like a plaster, it covers your scar, but it still hurts!


    _I’m not a very articulate person when it comes to verbally expressing things that goes on inside my mind. There are voices in my head that never stop, invading me even in my sleep. I found out that the only thing to make them stop is to get them all out of my system. So, I am trying to get rid of them this way - creating something, putting my thoughts on paper or web!


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